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Tomorrow I meet with the label to discuss the US tour. I'm sooo excited! I haven't been this stoked in a while.

Joel and I got back into LA last night and were up until around 3am writing songs. I'm so glad we decided to get an apartment together. I love the freedom Joel and I have in our own little home... and as much as I love spending time in OR, I am stoked to be back. We don't get much 'alone time' out there because my Dad has some pretty strict rules about what can and can't go on in his house and Joel and I respect that. I wont lie and say that we've never broken the rules because we have. We were intimate when we were out there but it was once and we had the house to ourselves. I would never, ever be intimate with Joel when Mom, Dad or Serena were home. I'm a conservative person and I think that's disrespectful to my parents. I know that a lot of people don't understand or agree with that but I was raised to believe that being intimate with someone is a personal, private thing and I do believe that. Plus, Joel and I had similar upbringings and have the same values for the most part, which helps.

I hate to sound like a lovesick schoolgirl... but I really do think he's the one. I'm not stupid; I don't expect our relationship to always be as amazing as it has been and is at the moment, but I know I'd be willing to work through anything that came between us. I've never been so comfortable with another person.