Born For This

I'M GOING ON TOUR!!

I can't remember the last time I was this stoked on something! I've been dreaming about this since I was eleven. It still seems kinda surreal to me but I'm sure it will sink in nearer the time. I'm super excited to take Missa and Serena out on the road! Doing what I do, I don't get to see Serena as much as I'd like to, so I can't wait to spend some time with her. I also want to bring Mom out at some point because I think it'd do her some good.

As harsh as it might sound, I wish Mom and Dad would divorce. Both Missa and I would love for Mom and Serena to move out to LA. I know it sounds like I'm hating on Dad but it's not like that at all. I have never, ever hated him and I never will... but when it comes down to it, he ruined what he and Mom had. I can forgive him for what his affair did to me, but I don't know that I'll ever be able to forgive what he did to Mom. I'll never understand the choices he made back then.